Last night dreamt about saying goodbye to Gwang Soo as he's going for military training. And I am one of his precious nuna; same as Ji Hyo..Fans crowded him and he was searching for his friends for a last hug. He found Ji Hyo and Jeon So Min. And I thought he forgot about me. Or maybe time was up so he cannot say his last goodbye to me. I was ok with that since I'll be seeing him during my visit later anyway. He was searching. He was so tall that me behind the crowd can see that he stretched his neck so much, searching for something. Then he saw me. He went past the crowd for me and hug me. I woke up feeling glad that he didn't forget this nuna. 끝 .

Need

..while listening to 나랑 아니면 by The Black Skirts #metime 

Wet

Not moving..

What am I doing with my life..?

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Mimpi (dream)

Last nite dreamt about going to an hr talk with my eldest brother. The speaker was Simon Sinek! While waiting under a canopy, the said speaker came and sat with us. Turned out he s a friend of my brother. I was like ternganga luas (gawking)..people were staring at us..one wierd dream there. 

Wonder

With all the chances that Allah provide; why oh why human, did you repeat the same mistake again?

Sihr

Rabu malam khamis or khamis malam jumaat.

Mimpi 2 ekor ular patuk kaki. Aku jerit "ustaaz..ni ada 2 ekor ular kat sini ni..!"

Aku terjaga. Tidur balik. Mimpi balik benda yang sama. Terjaga lagi. Tidur semula. Mimpi lagi.

Before tu (dalam 2-3 weeks before rasanya), aku mimpi ular juga. Kalau tak silap, 2 ekor juga. Threatening situation la, wlwpun x pasti dia nak patuk ke nak belit ke or just terjumpa je. Aku time tuh kat atas tmpt referee tennis tu. Aku lupa aku buat apa lepas jumpa ular tu.

25/3 mlm 26/3 (sabtu mlm ahad).

Mimpi mengadap cermin dengan abah & mamat (x-worker). Tengah perkenalkan kat abah; "inilah mamat, my worker. He cannot speak. So I use sign language with him". Masalahnya in real life, mamat ni normal.

Tiba-tiba baru teringat yg abah dah xde. Slowly abah tu fade away (ke aku yg berangan je figure abah tu fade away?). Tinggal aku dengan mamat je mengadap cermin. Suddenly, baru aku teringat. mamat kan dah meninggal juga. Dia kan jatuh pokok dulu tu (it was long time ago, long before abah passed away).